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sissy1amanda
Registered: Apr 19, 2010 11:35PM Location: United Kingdom
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My first blog....info needed please
Hi,
Thanks for taking the time to read this and apologies if your bored already....
Firstly, I would welcome your feedback good or bad about my pics. I actually surprised myself! I am so lucky to have such a beautiful understanding wife. Whilst she always loved the idea of me wearing knickers, she was uncomfortable with the full blow T-Girl thing. Apart from the fact personally I don't find butch men with, stubble and hairy bodies to be attractive; I personally know I have from as young as 6 or 7 always wanted to cross dress but never had/have feeling to change gender. But because of circumstances I have always had to surpress what was a very strong urge for me. So for my wife to allow me to do this has been an amazing thing.
Perhaps the oddest feeling has been my reactions to the initial photos. All my life I have been shy to an extreme. Because I wanted to look nice, I went the whole hog. Fully shaved body, hot lingerie etc but best of all my wife applied make up. And the ultimate of all this was my reaction in front of the camera. For the first time ever I relaxed and loved the camera. I really hope now that my wife has let the cat out of the bag she doesnt go back on things, but I will have to respect her if she does. |
| Apr 21, 2010 12:13AM |
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sissy1amanda
Registered: Apr 19, 2010 11:35PM Location: United Kingdom
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And this is the info I can help you with....
I have been hunting the web for weeks without any success, a website that allows individuals to upload there naughtier t-girl pics and allow viewers to rate them. I have found a few and they charge and to professional and competitive for me.
And this leads me on to what some may consider the drawback of my wife accepting my wishes to cross dress. For me personally I am more than willing to accept her wishes. I have this talent/curse whereby my manly bits appear to be tiny and I mean tiny. In fact strangely I get to a good average length. My wife wants to see my pics on a website where viewers insult/compliment my manly bits. I know for some that may be wrong, but for me it is an acceptable impact to having my wonderful wife accept me for who I am. If I am honest it probably a turn on because my wife likes it. Thinking even more positively, whilst I hated my small appendage apart from the fact my wife likes it in a wierd way, its fantastic for a t-girl like me when wearing nice lacy underwear.
So, if you know of any websites that could meet my needs or even better sites that are free or very cheap, that will mean my wife gets her pleasure and I will feel like I have repaid her 1% of her trust in me. |
| Apr 21, 2010 12:48AM |
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sissy1amanda
Registered: Apr 19, 2010 11:35PM Location: United Kingdom
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Any kind of amateur forums?
Hi, we would also be interested to know of any forums you may be aware of that are primarily amateur orientated, or similar sites to this one. Everything that we find seems to be very commercialised and often also very much about making cross dressers out to be freaks. Thanks.
Amanda xxx |
| Apr 21, 2010 2:50PM |
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